And all at once I think I may switch to a different blogging site.

We’ll see what this week has in store.

I haven’t been blogging in what feels like forever. This summer I’m going to try this again. This next chapter of my life is something I so desperately want to share with everyone. I am so blessed. Let’s hope I can stick to this plan.

Things have been so busy. Too busy. I feel like I’m drowning, but everything is falling into place on it’s own.

I’m so blessed. God is so much better to me than I could ever deserve. Unconditional love is all I have to give and for once it’s enough.

In what ways am I digging out wells that will not satisfy me?

My hearts been ripped apart far more times than I’d like to admit over the past few months. I’ve been injured again and again by God in order to work through some very difficult emotions. Yesterday was rock bottom. I woke up this morning feeling completely new. I can finally think about things without guilt, anger or regret. For the first time in my life I have let go. And it took nothing short of an act of God. I have been blessed beyond measure and right now I haven’t a care in the world. This is the most amazing feeling. I know it won’t last forever, but I’m enjoying it.

"Breathe in me Your life, I can feel You are close now. I can never hide, You are here and You know me. All I need is You, and I love You."

Officially a Corpus resident and my daughter turns two in 23 days.

My heart can’t handle all this. She is growing up too fast.

If someone knows how to make time slow down a bit, let me know.

Shib is getting real. Everyone bought presents for the man friend and I might have gone overboard with getting him stuff. This Christmas is by far the best Christmas yet. Harper and I are so spoiled.

larvae:

Blue Bayou - Linda Ronstadt

Have that boy of mine by my side
The silver moon and the evenin’ tide
Oh, some sweet day gonna take away this hurtin’ inside
Well, I’d never be blue, my dreams come true on blue bayou 

(via unknownwonder)

Yesterday was two months.

"I’m only somebody because of you."

This guy really knows how to make Harp and I feel special.

It’s only Tuesday and I already hate wearing pants and a bra.

I’m so annoyed with everything. Being an adult sucks. And molding your life with someone else’s is really just rough. And loving someone so much it hurts is just the icing on the cake.

All the emotionz.