APPROPRIATE USES OF YOLO, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MY WHOLE LIFE
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APPROPRIATE USES OF YOLO, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MY WHOLE LIFE
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I feel like bragging on this guy for a second. He is hands down the most supportive in every decision I make and always encouraging. No matter what is going on he makes time and knows the feeling is mutual. He is so different than anyone I’ve ever met in the best way, and I know I never get personal or let you guys in on too much (because I have some serious trust issues), but damn he is so worth talking about. To find someone who wants to pick apart my brain and figure out how I function as much as I do his is pretty rare. I’m probably not making any sense and this is just becoming run-ons, but I’m the luckiest to have such a great man in my life who sets the best example for the most important person in my life.
I was contacted about a job this morning. It’s more money than I’ve ever been offered and I can work whenever I want from the comfort of my home so I won’t have to sacrifice time with Harper. I start school in January, and this is probably the most perfect job to fit into my soon to be busy schedule. So now I get to spend a few more months soaking up all this time with Harp, and getting ready to dive back into being a student and working. Answered prayers. I’m so relieved.
Also, that guy I mentioned is now my boyfriend. It’s so weird to say that, but it’s nice to have someone so supportive around. Still it’s strange telling people I’m committed to someone.
I’m mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally exhausted.
In the best way.
Life throws the biggest curve balls, but they just push you closer to where you’re supposed to be.
Excuse me while I cry tears of joy, because for the first time in a long time your opinion of me doesn’t matter. I don’t feel like I’m 16 anymore.
I’ll be 23 in 12 days and I finally feel my age.
Pants | Lemuria
I told you last night you gave me butterflies
You surprise me with new cocoons everytime they start to fly
I instantly felt like an idiot
Embarrassed of the person controlling my mouth
My mouth it’s always in a melee
Figuring out how as it talks
Your response was comforting
I guess I gave you butterflies too
I want my hands in your hair
I want my hands in your hair
Pulling your face closer
and closerOur song.
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“Make sure you marry someone who laughs at the same things you do.”
— J.D.Salinger (via beaswellgirl)
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Bright Eyes - Devil in the Details/Ship in a Bottle
I want to be the surgeon that cuts you open
That fixes all of life’s mistakes
I want to be the house that you were raised in
The only place that you feel safe
I want to be your shower in the morning
That wakes you up and makes you clean
I know I’m just the weather against your window
Cause you sleep through a winter’s dream
Absolute Truth
Amen.
(Source: mariasjealousy, via nicoledays)
It’s amazing the amount of love I am given freely on a daily basis.
I am kind of up in the air right now. Every time I want to write I hesitate, because I’ve become so extremely cautious about how I approach my writing on here. I don’t even know why.
I need to start being completely open and honest. I don’t know the majority of the people who read this so why do I care so much?
I need to use this as an outlet again.
So in case you guys need an update here’s a few:
We’ve moved in with my grandma until my mom’s paperwork for her new job is completely approved which will probably be at the end of the year. Harper is growing too fast and requires 95% of my time and attention. I couldn’t ask for a better babe. She is so loving. I signed up for so many bible studies at church on top of my own personal quiet time, and it’s completely changed my relationship with God in the most profound way. I am the happiest I’ve ever been even though I’m not where I want to be. I met a really great guy and I don’t even know what to do with that.
All those changes I kept trying to make on my own, well it turns out a little bit of prayer solved them all. I am completely at peace with what’s going on (most days) and I can only go up from here.
I really miss y’all.
“I’m not a kid anymore, obviously. I guess I learned, finally, that nothing is really that big a deal. If someone’s not dying or getting born, it’s just not that big a deal. Everything in between those two experiences should be about just enjoying life. I don’t know why it was so hard for me to figure that out, but right now it’s all about going with the flow and not taking everything so seriously.”
— Conor Oberst (via grant-me-serenity)
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I can not wait to have my phone back tomorrow.
So many feels. I wish I felt more comfortable with sharing here, but I don’t.
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Justin Soileau is one of OC’s best kept secrets. He is a singer/songwriter who frequents both local and not-so-local venues alike with his acoustic guitar and voice that evokes the same warm fuzzies one gets when petting a bunny. His music is timeless, his writing is honest, and he is well equipped with an arsenal of good songs that can easily produce the soundtrack to the next coming-of-age Michael Cera film. (How many times is that guy going to graduate from high school?) But get ready for the Soileau (pronounced “swallow”) name to be yelled from rooftops all around OC because Justin Soileau just released his first full-length self-titled album last week and you should see for yourself what all of the fuss is about. The album has everything from brass section leads (which I’m a total sucker for and need to mention), to a deliberately strong grasp of folk and melody that creates an introspective ambiance. It opens a door into Soileau’s world which, though sometimes dark, is easy to listen to, and instantly relatable.
Justin held his release party at the Detroit Bar in Costa Mesa where fellow singer/songwriters and pop rock bands alike gathered for the occasion. Opening the evening was singer/songwriter and friend of Soileau’s, Alison May. May was the perfect opener to a classically honest night of music. Her voice was strong and all around surprising. It was a classic “I can’t believe that voice came out of her” moment, where from the first chord struck and the first note sung, she silenced the audience to a low murmur and commanded attention. I would describe her guitar skills as ‘simple-yet-effective,’ but her instrument and voice paired up pitch perfectly as she sang with an Alanis Morissette meets Tracy Chapman styling. She is an artist worth watching; if you ever get the chance to catch her at what she naturally does so well, do yourself a favor and take it. Be it coffee shop, mall, or stadium, her music is worth capturing, and will be sure to blow you away.
Moving on to the biggest surprise of the evening. Have you heard of Melee? Yes? No? If you haven’t, they are a local pop rock group who, though never really lifting off the ground here in the States, made quite an impact overseas in areas like Japan, where their album went gold. Now, why do I bring them up? Well, the group recently disbanded, after what I believe was about a ten-year run, and who do you think started a solo project and decided to debut that project at the Soileau release show? Frontman and lead singer of Melee, Chris Cron. Cron has put on a pair of big boy pants and is pursuing a solo career under the alias Topher Daniels. Topher Daniels played with a brand new lineup of musicians and delivered a classically awesome set. Being that Cron was also the lead songwriter in Melee, his new project was very Melee-sounding with some new and, at times, more aggressive vibes that stretched into the realms of southern rock and blues; the core of the music, however, was pop. Another key feature was the fact that Chris, one of the best piano players in the area (seriously), didn’t hit one porcelain key that night. Instead he totted a guitar for the entire set, which honestly took some getting used to, but he owned the instrument as gracefully as his 88 keys. Check out his music. It is worth giving a listen and I can speak from experience, being a Melee fan for over seven years, that he is a hell of a performer and will not disappoint with a live performance.
Justin Soileau closed the evening. Before this release I’ve caught him on four different occasions, all of them solo acoustic sessions. On this night, he brought a band out for the occasion, as the majority of this new album is recorded with a full band. I’m sure he wanted to represent those songs true to the album. He sounded great. The band was on, Justin was on, and the crowd was digging it; however, and very rarely do I say this, I think the guy carries an acoustic set stronger than with the full band. His music is intimate and personal and, now having heard two different representations of it, I feel the songs breathe more life with less. Not to say he’s bad plugged in, because the show was great. This is how I am going to explain this… I might regret saying it, but I liked Dashboard Confessional. Before you begin to send the death threats and throw rocks through my window, hear me out. On his first few albums he went solo acoustic. The songs were emotional, well written, and his voice rang so true and passionate. But then Dashboard Confessional progressively became a rock band, and more and more sounds and instruments were added with each successive album, and you know what Dashboard Confessional eventually sounded like? Piss. Yes. Piss. It was awful, the emotion was taken away, and it became an over-produced mess of a corporate, music label album.
Now I am getting away from my point here, because Justin Soileau is far, far, FAR from piss. He is whipped cream. What I want to say is that his music plugged in versus acoustic is the difference between low fat and regular whipped cream… you get it. Here is what I am really trying to say: if you discover his album and love it, which I do, go and check out a live performance and don’t be afraid if it is acoustic. If you go, he will astound you.
Check out all of these groups on Facebook and support Soileau as a local musician: buy his album! It’s the kind of sound that is sure to get stuck in your head and provide appropriate driving music through mountainous areas. Thanks for the music everybody and good luck with your bright futures.
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Eeep! Harpz and I get to see this guy in two days!
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