It’s been a really crazy few days. Lots of highs and lows. Lots of points to just give up and give in. But I’ve decided to just let it all go. There’s nothing I can do that will change certain things, and I need to realize that in every area of my life. I’m such a control freak and I’m done. I’m absolutely 100% done. No more excuses. No more holding back. No more pushing things away. It’s all out there. No more bull shit.
Just realized the first time I saw TBS was with Jeff. That was a crazy night. We were only 15. Who would’ve thought we would end up here?
I miss you, man. You are so loved and missed.
Guess who is going to Taking Back Sunday’s 10 year anniversary show?
This girl. I have some pretty awesome people in my life. Seriously.
(Did I mention Bayside is opening?)
A lovely boy I met when I was just 14, passed away today. I don’t even know what to do. I’m in such shock. I don’t understand.
Hug your loved ones a little tighter today. And reach out to the ones that need help.
“Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God.”
— Romans 15:7 (via blowingraspberriess)
Apple is mailing me a replacement phone. Yayyyy!
Diagnosis: stomach virus
Today I feel like I haven’t really had time to think. I might actually go to bed early.
(let’s not get our hopes up though)
Crazy morning was crazy.
Don’t know when I’ll have my phone fixed, because I’ve got more important things to worry about.
Harper blew chunks all over the hallway so I made a doctor’s appointment.
Let’s hope she feels better soon, because I hate when she is sick.
I do love the extra cuddles though.
I hope y’all are doing well. I miss y’all.
Updated my phone and now it won’t even turn on. I’m too tired to even care.
Harper might have caught a cold, and I wish I could make her feel better.
Just purchased my badge for SXSW. It’s all happening. I’m pretty excited about everything that’s been going on. The way I’m changing from the inside out. It’s affecting every piece of my life. Each one getting easier to handle, and better organized. I’ve found my motivation and my inspiration. I’ve never been so sure about being unsure in my life. Things can only get better. And I have the best people to lean on when it gets tough. Life is good. Thank you, God.
“Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.”
— Proverbs 31:30